Behind Fleurs

You would never stay in one place You seem to always have a purpose A destination to be at The disappearing act is your signature exit Others may say because of your name  and what you do You would sneak out with my heart Breeze past me before I even realize it was gone   But they didn't know that I would have taken bullets for you When you came home with signs of Life's tears, I could mend them back People usually come to me only when they need me to put things together but babe for you, I wouldn't mind anytime If you would allow me a hollow space, I would fit into it with no problems and make it feel like home there so you can always have home   Because they didn't know that while you came back worn and stained, while you show them off like medals for overcoming the obstacles, you never did it for the destination you did it for the journey.   And journeys can get lonely Journeys can cause friction to the sole But I got that cool touc...

In collaboration with my girl, Denise, from Down The Yellow Brick  , we're a college theme posts so look out for them. We are revving to blog and we hope you enjoy them despite being so off the radar due to life and school. But let's get started. To be specific, I take A-level Science here in Kota Kinabalu and we have to wear a school shirt as a uniform. Aside from that though their is very free rein on pants and clothes. Its not really college per say but its still considered Pre-University so I still understand what kind of clothes you needed to get through the semester. Though the outfits you see here aren't my daily wear to school but I got some approvals from friends who go to college and managed to style up some looks based on general dress codes you may face at your college or university. Hence it's all very doable. This would be my first outfit post so I'm a complete amateur at this and at being the model for once as I don't feel I am at all photogen...

If a boy can cry wolf, could he not cry rape? Do you give fake hopes as high as the heels she wears for you? Could you not be there for when your parents fall because of their ailing bodies just as they were there for you when yours fail? "Are you sure he err...assaulted you? (You're a man for chrissake)" "Well he did sound like he goes around , I mean you should have known better.(Get over it geez)" "Oh you know them these days. All about their career and their wives and their nose-picking children. (He'll visit I'm sure, you're worrying too much)." I can't bring myself near that alleyway anymore. I can still hear his voice whenever I do. No, I wasn't just assaulted. Why why WHY can't you see that I am  fighting back? Known better ? How? In his smile when he looks at me? When he murmurs to me that I am his "one and only"? Was it when we exchanged promises one night? Tell me how could  have I known?...

I've just finished trial exams and so here's me blog rejuvenating over the emotional tense I've been feeling for awhile by giving you guys a quick know how of my life so far. I can tell you there has been considerable selfies in my phone from my carpool gang which includes Cristy there. We go by names like "Dash Express" because the driver's name is really Dash and we have our reality show called "Keeping up with the Dash" in our snapchat and its basically just three girls who means the world to Dash ahaha. By the way, he treats us to pizza too. I helped out with my school Grad Night and even achieved arriving with my girls in individual jumpsuits. Coordination on point. I got to continue most of my jogging sessions with my other gal pals too. Went on a brief but a much needed vacay at Kudat. The beaches and salty breeze is definitely the perfect unwind for me any time. Palm trees were especially a thing for me as they now remind me of my short ...

Hello peeps! As you all know how I am a TV show lover, I'm just starting out this new section of reviewing my fav TV shows called "TV Guilty". While you can expect that I can't give professional critique, I will illustrate this part of the posting in such a way that I will dissect out all the good points of this series the way I learned to from my Lit teacher. So let's get to it. Story Summary and Concept The story starts off with Raymond Reddington, a notorious criminal aka "The Concierge of Crime" aka one of FBI's Top Ten Most Wanted Fugitives, surrenders to the FBI himself. He offers a deal with them to aid them to catch dangerous, cold and the most interesting criminals that even they aren't even aware exist. Of course in exchange for complete immunity from prosecution and that he only communicates with rookie profiler Elizabeth Keen. Raymond who was once a former government agent went off the grid one night 20 years ago and came...

I've known her since primary 5 all the way through high school. She was into TV and Movies and celebrities just as I was, only she didn't just liked them. No, she was obsessed with them and that revealed her to be my soul sister. Guys, meet Denise, otherwise known as Durneeze. She has her own blog which are pack with delightfully written reviews and posts. I highly recommend you to check her blog out. So last Tuesday we both had to meet up at school to pick up our SPM results and planned out to hang after that. We snatched the chance to do a collaborative post of us and work together. Both of us decided to write a little different from the other so go check out her blog for her post on us. Its a lifestyle//interview blog as she would say if needed to label and honestly every post is interesting and worth the time to read. For my interview with her, we video and it honestly started with an awkward intro of "I'm Denise *both laughs* and I'm Tatiana". I ...

  So to kick off with introducing you guys the major haul I got from the US and some other finds from home, I decided to start with the beauty bundle I manage to put together. I'm no professional so I'm simply writing this review from my own opinion and experience. Here goes: ARGANICARE Hair Serum   I've recently am into caring my hair as I never paid much attention to it but since I started playing around with it, I learned on the way that it needs some love if its gonna go through a couple heat hair wands. Despite my initial intent of treating it to some coconut oil, I find that I never have enough coconut oil for my hair and if I do, I most likely forgot. This serum that I got from Ross was price down to around $7 from its original $26. What really caught my attention was that it had certified Argan Oil for that much needed vitamin E and anti-oxidant and Shea butter. Its objective is to keep hair from looking dull and be that instant repair for roots to tips....