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Cold Shoulder

I told him I wanted a kiss
He asked if I was just thirsty
that maybe it wasn't necessarily him
I would be fine getting it from anyone really
I looked to him "Don't."
Because as much as I want to say "I love you"
I wasn't much into making love scenes

They didn't really match
at least that's what most people see them as
One seem like he could do better
the other just a potential homewrecker
and yeah they were wrong about them
mostly, but they had an expiration date
that neither haven't noticed

I could tell she was growing distant,
the last second turn when I lean in,
the pause she replies from time to time,
Time I hadn't realize
was apparently running out for us
I see her and thought "I love.."
She sees me and just sighs

It's been a week since they last 
saw each other, eyes locked on 
across a crowded room at some party
The host they could vaguely recall
the music and the ruckus fading
He walk over to her first
looking to see if she loves him at all
He said "Say something nice to me."

She looked up, thinking this was it
She could be finally be brave
save themselves from the inevitable
and end it all right there.
This time, she will not let herself weaken
from the idea of wanting to touch him
or how she missed him
This time, she will have the strength
to break both their hearts now
before they both end up ruined.
She replied "Leave me alone."

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And here is another poem ,definitely from one of  my late night writing and inspirations. I really wanted to capture the kind of love that most people tend to pass on for the better "good" and the difficulty in it for both parties involve. I really hope you enjoyed this one and I know I've been a hermit from the blog but its a real crucial part of my A-level right now so I can promise I will get back to you all with all kinds of post at June. Do comment and as always till the next one guys.

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